The sound of the hammers and an electric saw–contractors are installing a new something for my upstairs neighbor. Bodhi has taken to an under-bed solitude.
You’re scaring my cat! I say to the old carpenter.
He crumples apologetic. I smile.
I’m just kidding. My father was a carpenter. I grew up to these sounds. I don’t mind them at all.
In fact, please, keep screaming that electric saw. Cut away the negative of his war trauma, paranoid nights. Show me my daddy, again. Show me the man I built a “Professional Lemon Aide Stand” with. I was between five and seven. You forced your friends to buy all my lemonade.
Sold Out! Time to go swimming, Charlie…
I can’t believe I forgot that, daddy. I can’t believe that the sound of an electric saw just brought you back to me, so vividly.
I’m so sorry I forgot the good, dad. Things got really bad for me, for a little while. You know how it is, pop. I know you know how it is, and you know how that can be.
P.S. Fuck War.